As mentioned in previous journal entries I'd written about how things were beginning to go well but unfortunately I'm back to square one
I'd managed to get into the college and I was beginning to enjoy it but then my anxiety got bad.
It got to the point that i couldn't even get to the college because I was having panic attacks in the London Underground.
I then fell behind on the work until I finally quit.
So now I'm on medication for anxiety/depression and doing nothing.
*sigh*